Emptyness.

I'm not crazy, my reality is just different from yours.
For once I would like to look in the mirror and not want to cry.

I just feel hopeless, like no one can save me. Like nothing I could possible ever do can compare to the standerds I need to live up too, to deserve a place in this world. I just cause pain to those around me, and too myself.  I feel non-existent, but I guess feeling like no one, is better feeling like some one that I despise. 

iamthebloodywalrus:

Can I just fucking be her already? She’s the most stunning girl I’ve ever seen.

(via thin--perfection)

teenytinythighs:

itstheskinny:

don’t stop. keep going.

You also aren’t going to gain 20lbs over night. Don’t fret over a binge. Move on and get back on your health horse.